I Was Spiritually Attacked: And What You Should Know About Spiritual Attacks

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This was one of the worst times in my life. I could see intuitively and I could see if people were good for me or not, but I still allowed people I shouldn't into my life. 

This is because I recognized my own issues. I also knew that I wasn't perfect. I thought that if people are going to therapy and working on themselves that they deserved a chance. 

I was so wrong. 

Most people that go to therapy are the worst people that you'll ever meet. So many of them cognitively know things and they will use their knowledge to justify their behavior. 

They just become really good at labeling things, but they're not better people. 

I met this woman who I instantly knew had issues. I sensed the chaotic energy and I saw the red flags. 

She had been diagnosed with depression and did some things that were outright selfish, but I let it slide due to her depression. 

Then it happened. She randomly emailed me that we could no longer be friends. No explanation. Nothing. We had known each other for three years and just like that, I didn't even deserve an explanation or a conversation. 

This is one of the many reasons I have found a lot of people that go to therapy aren't doing any better. They find out about things like boundaries and honoring them and they will randomly cut you off without giving you any explanation. I had never done anything to this person. 

Meanwhile, the entire relationship I was spiritually attacked and I was aware of it. 

I just used to believe that people were doing things unconsciously and that they deserved grace. 

I remember the first time I felt her creating a connection to me that shoved all of her issues on to me. 

Every time I would see her, I would feel miserable. She would shove her issues into me and steal my energy. Every single time, I would undo it all and get back to being okay.

It was when that relationship ended that I finally saw her for who she really was. 

Despite ending the relationship, she still attached herself to me to drain me of my energy. I wasn't even in her vicinity. When I went in intuitively to undo it all I saw the evil that she was and as I tried to get my energy back she yelled at me, "It's mine." She was unwilling to give me my energy back. 

It was the worst spiritual attack I have ever experienced, but it also taught me a lot. I don't associate myself with people like that anymore. 

It taught me to take what I see at the spiritual level as the only truth I need to know. I didn't used to do that because I was raised Christian and because I have a degree in psychology so I was really good at seeing why people are the way they are and making allowances for them. I don't do that anymore. I believe what I see. I don't need to understand why they are how they are and allow that to be a reason I let them be in my life. 

I don't want that in my life. They don't have good intentions toward me at all and there is no reason for me to put myself in harm's way for the better of their emotional and mental health despite what it does to me. 

I know while reading this you have recognized patterns in your own life. You see how you've allowed people into your life that you never should have and how they have spiritually attacked you this whole time. 

I want you to know that the ramifications of energy stealing are big. It's not just that you feel tired. They block you from living your full potential. You need all of your energy to live the best quality of life. They take that away from you. It's not worth it. 

​There is no good reason to allow people that do this in your life. No matter how loving and accepting you are there is nothing you can do to change this outcome. This is what they are. 

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