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2/1/2026

I Do Not Want to Think About Him, So Why Am I?

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You logically and consciously know this person is no good for you. They have hurt you or they are just not compatible with you or both. So why are you out of no where thinking about them?

We have not been taught how to process our emotions. Most people have a "fuck em" attitude and move on. 

But they have not moved on. Their body and heart still remembers the person. At first, it will feel like you are doing better. You will have that "fuck em" attitude. 

But the body is intelligent and likes to show you what needs to be processed, so years later you will begin thinking about them. You will begin to have dreams. Some of these might even be pleasant. 

We do not need to just process painful emotions, we also need to process lingering positive emotions we have toward someone. 

And this is true for all relationships not just romantic ones. This can happen with a friend you had to cut ties with, family member, or colleague. It does not matter. 

Spiritually what is going on is there there are energies in the body, but there is usually also a cord. As long as these things are present, it will feel real and like it is happening now. It could have been years ago and whatever you are thinking about feels like the present moment. That is because it is your body's present moment. 

If you have this problem and would like help with it, I can help remove the cord via Email Offer 1. If you are wanting a little more help with it, then Email Offer 2 would be better. In that offer, I can look at the problem more closely and scan for any other places that is creating this issue. A cord is just one reason this happens. There are usually issues in the heart and mind as well. 
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1/29/2026

He Spoke Slightly Louder. Now Your Nervous System is Activated.

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This gets missed often because it feels legitimate. It can feel like it makes sense to feel scared, but nothing happened. There is no reason to feel scared. And yet, you still do not feel calm hours later. 

That is the complexity of trauma. You can feel triggered by what the general population would consider a normal interaction.

I know this first hand. I remember one day walking to my car when a man shouted as he left a store. I immediately felt unsafe and continued to feel unsafe as I got in the car and drove away. 

It had absolutely nothing to do with me. He was just mad and shouting out into the world, but I took it as my own safety was in danger. 
 
Not consciously. I did not consciously believe he would do anything to me, but my body remembered what happens when people are angry like that. 

Intuitively, I see it as energies that tell a story. The story is usually around a theme that was repeated often by someone close to you. 

Some common themes I have intuitively heard people had in their nervous system when their nervous system is activated a lot are:
  • No one cared. This one shows up because it is one thing to have someone mistreat you, it is another to have no one show up for you and help you out of that situation. No teacher cared. No parent cared. No one took initiative and got you out of that traumatic situation. 
  • No one listens. It goes along with the top one. While the event itself is bad, it really hurts to have had no one acknowledge it and help when it happened. 

These energy patterns often feel frantic or chaotic in the body. At the same time, I will feel confusion in my mind which indicates the confusion the person felt while experiencing the situation. There is panic in the body, but at the same time confusion as to why the person is doing what they are doing and the mind is trying to make sense of it. All of that stays in the mind and leads to a lot of head tension or issues like teeth grinding. 

This is not a simple issue to work on. It takes some time, but in my own experience as I diligently worked on them myself and have helped clients with releasing these energetic patterns their nervous system learns to feel safe and calm in more and more situations. 

​I am intuitive. I use my clairevoyance, claireaudience, and physical empathy gifts to see what is going on spiritually and energetically to create your issues. Once I see it, I use my abilities to balance them. If you would like to work with me please click on the button below and fill out the inquiry form. I will get back to you within 48 business hours. 

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1/28/2026

The Root of Reoccurring Infections

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When I was in my early twenties I used to get reoccurring sinus infections and throat infections. 

I tried everything natural that I could to make it stop to try to curb the amount of antibiotics I was taking. I used the neti pot. I took different brands of probiotics. I worked with a naturopath to balance my vitamins and minerals. I did it all. 

And I was vulnerable. I remember going to a natural doctor and saying, "I keep getting sinus infections and having to take antibiotics. "

He said, "And how is that going for you?"

I hated that response. Not good. That is why I am here. I was not ever someone that has lightly taken antibiotics. I had to take them. 

I eventually learned the connection and I now see it over and over again when I work with clients. I got reoccurring upper body infections due to all the harsh words that were said to me and the inability to say anything back. 

You are not allowed to talk back to authority figures including your own parents. You have to just take it when you are living in that kind of environment. 


That affects your throat chakra. There is a lot of pain around not being able to speak about how you feel. 

All those harmful words do damage and they often do result in lower immunity and reoccurring infections. Your body weakens when it is constantly bombarded with negativity. 

And it is not just other people's hurtful words that do this. It is also how you talk about yourself that does this. 

And it is not just about the physical. You can consciously stop talking negatively about yourself, but the energetic patterns that you created when you used to do it will keep running and creating illness until the energetic patterns are removed from your body. 

I am intuitive. I use my clairevoyance, claireaudience, and physical empathy gifts to see what is going on spiritually and energetically to create your issues. Once I see it, I use my abilities to balance them. If you would like to work with me please click on the button below and fill out the inquiry form. I will get back to you within 48 business hours. 

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9/25/2025

Staying Calm in the Midst of Inconveniences

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I do not live in fear despite the fact that I cannot account for everything that happens in the physical. It is true that most problems occur in the spiritual first, but there is so much in this physical that will just happen such as things will just break. They just will. 

I randomly felt like going to the beach yesterday. After I did everything I had to do, my family and I got in our car to go. It's a bit of a drive, but not too bad. However, there is tons of construction all of the time. We drove through a construction area and immediately after heard the undeniable sound of a flat tire. 

We pulled over and the tire had blown out. We could not drive any farther if we wanted to and we were lucky to have have it happened right near a parking lot that we could pull into. 

It could have happened on the highway. That would have been really bad. Instead it happened while we weren't driving that fast. 

I wasn't stressed. I didn't even care. I asked my intuition if this would take forever to deal with and I immediately heard that this would be quick and that we would still get to do some fun things. 

This car is new so it's on warranty and has roadside assistance. We called. I told my husband what I had heard intuitively. Meanwhile, on the phone the lady was taking forever to get all of the information and said it would take an hour for someone to get there. 

Oh as an aside, we learned the hard way that they don't give you a spare tire on a new car anymore. That's why we needed roadside assistance. We had to get our car towed to a tire shop to get a new tire. 

When my husband hung up he said, "Fifty minutes isn't quick." 

I decided to go for a little walk with my son while we waited. We were barely out when my husband texted me, "He says he is 7 minutes away." 

Prior to that I also had already called the tire shop to make sure they could take us in and that things would run smoothly. We gave him all the information he needed while on the phone, so that when we arrived they could get right to work. 

When the tow truck arrived I said, "Thank you for coming so quickly. I really appreciate it." 

He said, "No problem. It just worked out that way. I had just finished cleaning up an accident."

I asked, "Was it bad?"

He responded, "No one was injured. It was just someone not paying attention to the road. He drove off the road and hit a pole." 

The tire shop was just a three minute drive. We were there fast, but we couldn't have driven there ourselves due to the tire being completely gone. 

When we arrived the tire guy said, "I had put you in for an hour from now, but since you got here early and I know you have somewhere to be, I will put that your appointment was for 4 pm that way they will get you in right away." 

It all went so smoothly. There was no hiccup at all. Neither of us felt stressed. My husband walked my son to the gas station to buy him a snack while we waited for our car. 

There was no tension. It was all fine. 

That is what happens when you have a regulated nervous system and you know you're supported by God. Every single person we had to talk to throughout the process was friendly and helpful. 

As soon as our car was fixed we got in our car and headed to our destination. We were almost there when it happened. We were able to walk around like we had intended and ate dinner there. 

At no point did I feel, "Oh I shouldn't have randomly come here today." I didn't regret my decision. I didn't feel like anything bad had happened. This is just life when you live in this material world. 

Life doesn't have to be perfect. It doesn't have to be that you will never experience any inconvenience. It's more that the things that used to bother you don't bother you anymore, within reason. No one should be stuck in an unhealthy relationship, but there isn't much that can be done about these things. 

I suppose if I really wanted to, I could use my intuition for absolutely every aspect of my life so that I could completely avoid any inconvenience, but that wouldn't be a life to live at all. 

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8/28/2025

Love Programming: And How it Destroys Homes

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Love is life giving. We don't fully know that because many of us didn't receive love growing up. We learned that love was being understanding. 

As a child you had to be understanding of the ways your parents treated you. You learned love was disappointing. You learned that because you are family and love one another you need to accept bad behavior. You were conditioned to believe that no one outside the family would ever care more about you. 

So they mistreat you. They speak poorly about you and to you. You think it's all normal family stuff especially because usually people living in similar frequencies live around one another and come across one another. 

I had a lot of friends and every single one of them had issues with their parents. They were different from the issues that I faced, but they still had them. They knew secrets like their mother cheated on their father. 

Their parents were very strict and wouldn't let them hang out with friends outside of school. Their parents were negligent and didn't care if they didn't go to school. Their father was very strict and cruel. 

I saw all sorts of issues so it was all normal. And they tell the story that this is all mainly normal in lower socioeconomic classes, but the truth is I had a lot of friends that lived in really good areas. 

As an adult, I had a bestie whose father was a surgeon. She told me it was a surprise for her to find out that poor men cheated on their wives because in her world it was believed you had to have money to provide for a second woman. 

These issues are everywhere and they are normalized. You hear about them in the streets, at work, and they are completely normalized through television and music. 

So is it no wonder that people question what love is? Is it no wonder that they are in a confused state while dating and don't have a clue as to what they really need from someone?

I have childhood friends that married younger than I did. One of them early on in their relationship called the police because he had hit her in self-defense. She was honest to the police that she was the one that attacked him so the police said, "Okay. You can't do that and then call the police. Figure this out."  

She was 19 at the time and I remember everyone around, even adults, talking about how crazy she was. Those stories are told as, "That's so and so. They're like that." It's all so normalized. No one looked at that and said, "It makes sense she needs to do a lot of healing work because her mother married an abusive man twice. She never had a real father figure. Her father didn't speak to her in love and there was always tension in the home. Why wouldn't those patterns live in her? Why wouldn't she repeat them?"

You can see these energies working within individuals, within couples, and within a home. You can see disharmonious energy in a home. That does not feel like a safe environment. 

Her mother conceptualized what happened throughout her childhood. Her mother was open and frank about having married an abusive man. Her mother could talk circles cognitively about all of it, but there was no inner change which allowed this to stay in the family. 

I don't believe her husband was abusive. I didn't see that in his energy, but the turbulent energies living within her allowed something like that to unfold. We all become actors in other people's stories. Energy can be very manipulative. If you've ever spent time alone you can feel how you feel when you're alone and when you're under the influence of other people's energies. And unfortunately, the way it works is that it is easier for people to be brought down into a lower vibration than it is to be brought up to a higher state of vibration. 

So people stay together because they've been taught that's what love is. You've said your vows right, "Stay together through the good times and the BAD times." They think, these are the bad times. But bad times are things outside of your control like becoming unemployed and having to figure out finances together or receiving a really bad health diagnosis and working through that together.

As an adult, I met a couple that had been together for over twenty years. They had three beautiful teenagers together. The husband was in a constant state of depression and abused alcohol. I saw her say to him, "You really need to figure this out. I want you to be healthy." She said it in the most loving way, but the truth is he had been an alcoholic for a long time. It was clear they were experiencing chaos due to his state of being, but she was the faithful wife that stayed by her husband. It is common programming that a faithful wife has to stay by her husband despite these very unhealthy behaviors. 

These "bad times" are normalized in relationships even though they're not "bad times" they are an every day occurrence that continuously cut your energy and keep creating new wounds. Nothing good comes from this. You only become more and more destabilized and more and more confused. 

Real love is safety, nurture, security, and trust. The energy is harmonious. There is no need to yell at one another or call each other names. It's this stable, constant, harmonious energy. 

Most of us haven't been taught that or how to work within that space. No one taught me either, I am just intuitive so I felt it. I had an inner voice constantly guiding me. One of the things that I constantly heard in the back of my head was, "Don't take away love." And I learned when I heard that to check my heart and to work through the energy of love. 

And it really works. When I was a new mom, I had those challenging overstimulating moments where the baby is crying and life feels chaotic. Instead of forcing myself to keep at it in that state of being, I would recognize the tension within my body and I would choose to work from the space of love. I would instantly feel a heart shift and all that stress would melt away. That is the power of love. 

And when you have that connection with other human beings, their love has the power to decrease your tension and stress levels. It has the power to calm down your nervous system. 

But this isn't the way love is spoken about. It's spoken about as self sacrifice. Women in particular are made to feel that if they love someone they have to give up parts of themselves. They don't consciously do that. It's small things like their partner wants to do a very specific job in a very specific area so she makes the decision to let go of her job to make his dreams happen. It's small things like that that eventually leave behind a woman that doesn't recognize herself and has lost parts of herself to "love." And you can continue to delude yourself and believe, "that's just what love is" but the reality is if someone loves you they could never watch you give up parts of yourself. 

When we are connected to our hearts, we can feel how others around us are feeling. We can feel when we are both connected and feeling good and we can feel when something has brought them down. If you register that you did something that's brought them down, you immediately want to correct that. That's love. 

But it only happens through being connected with our hearts. It's through being connected with our heart that we can form life giving relationships. 

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8/19/2025

This is Love

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There is a lot of confusion around what love is and that is intentional. That is the complete work of dark forces. 

Love is strength. When you are with your true love, you give each other strength that is indescribable. It doesn't make logical sense given what you have been told by programming (books, movies, and music), except for some exceptionally good works that do describe it well. 

Love is nurture. You feel nurtured by your partner. This programming is especially adulterated. They make you believe it is only the woman that is the nurturer. She nurtures her love by feeding his belly and being soft with him. The truth is that the nurture goes both ways. He nurtures her with his tenderness and gentleness as well. There is no reason he needs to be a lion in the relationship. It's safe. You both can feel safe and hold each other in tenderness. 

Love is tenderness. The nervous system is calm when you're with your true love. They speak to you with love, kindness, and care. They adore you. They are proud of you. They lift you up. They support you. They are not jealous or feel inferior when you are shining. In fact, they can put that camera in front of you and let you shine. 

They love to see you happy. They think about what you like and your needs and do things without asking simply because they care about you. 

Love is life giving. And when two spirits that love each other find each other, they feed each other. They feel more alive. 

They feel more alive. If you're not feeling more alive. It's not love. If you're not feeling more whole. It's not love. It's not that they make you whole, but when you're with them you feel even more whole. If you're confused. It's not love. 

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8/12/2025

Vampirism in Marriage

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Lately, God has been asking me to talk about love from my perspective given everything I have learned about it in the past several years.

There is a lot of confusion around what love is and it isn't an accident. Remember negative forces are always working toward distraction, destruction, and keeping you afraid. 

Love is life giving. Love overcomes fear so of course they will keep you in a confused state so that you never experience it. 

All of this can be seen spiritually and felt and experienced in the body. 

When you're in a loving relationship it gives you strength. You can do anything. It fortifies you. So when you both equally love each other, you do that for each other. 

But that's not what we see in this world. We see a lot of imbalance. We see women self sacrificing for their men and becoming a shell of what they once were. 

There is a lot of vampirism in a lot of marriages. It's done in the open and women are mocked for it. 

For example, women have a purpose in life just like men. They want to do fulfilling work. How often do you see a woman working on a career or business and she can't find traction? She becomes the joke. She's had a business for over ten years and it's rarely ever made a profit. 

She can be doing anything. She can be a real estate agent and she never sells a house. She works and she works, but she makes no money. 

Meanwhile, the entire time that she is working as a realtor her energy is constantly pulled away from her work to help her husband. His business is excelling and guess who is managing it? The wife. She is doing all of the administrative work and making sure all the paperwork is squared away for legal and accounting. 

She even does some customer service work, but does she see a dime from this labor? Not once. Her work isn't valued and she is seen as a joke because she isn't excelling in her own business. 

What is going on here spiritually? That will tell us the entire story. In the spiritual, I can see the man is abusive. I can also see that he is stealing her energy. Because her energy is continuously stolen she has gotten to a place of extreme weakness. She no longer trusts herself. She no longer feels capable. She no longer feels strong and on top of it she is older and is aware that society is not kind to the older woman. She is trapped. And she will be labeled as stupid for allowing this to happen, but it all happened without her awareness. 

As soon as a vampire gets their fangs on you, if you are not aware and you don't do any protection work, it's a slow demise to everything that you are. They will take absolutely everything that you are and you will wonder, where did I go?

The cure for this is to take back your energy, but that doesn't automatically happen by leaving someone. You can leave and never see someone again and they can still have access to your energy especially in situations where you have given yourself to them or they are family members. 

This is what I help people with. I do spiritual and protection work to help people get back to a state of harmony again. With that comes clarity of mind instead of living in a state of confusion. You also feel fortified from within and able to take action that actually gets you somewhere because your energy isn't helping others instead. It's being used the way it was supposed to be used, to help you navigate your way through this life. If you would like help with this work please contact me by clicking the button below. 
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11/9/2024

I Was Spiritually Attacked: And What You Should Know About Spiritual Attacks

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This was one of the worst times in my life. I could see intuitively and I could see if people were good for me or not, but I still allowed people I shouldn't into my life. 

This is because I recognized my own issues. I also knew that I wasn't perfect. I thought that if people are going to therapy and working on themselves that they deserved a chance. 

I was so wrong. 

Most people that go to therapy are the worst people that you'll ever meet. So many of them cognitively know things and they will use their knowledge to justify their behavior. 

They just become really good at labeling things, but they're not better people. 

I met this woman who I instantly knew had issues. I sensed the chaotic energy and I saw the red flags. 

She had been diagnosed with depression and did some things that were outright selfish, but I let it slide due to her depression. 

Then it happened. She randomly emailed me that we could no longer be friends. No explanation. Nothing. We had known each other for three years and just like that, I didn't even deserve an explanation or a conversation. 

This is one of the many reasons I have found a lot of people that go to therapy aren't doing any better. They find out about things like boundaries and honoring them and they will randomly cut you off without giving you any explanation. I had never done anything to this person. 

Meanwhile, the entire relationship I was spiritually attacked and I was aware of it. 

I just used to believe that people were doing things unconsciously and that they deserved grace. 

I remember the first time I felt her creating a connection to me that shoved all of her issues on to me. 

Every time I would see her, I would feel miserable. She would shove her issues into me and steal my energy. Every single time, I would undo it all and get back to being okay.

It was when that relationship ended that I finally saw her for who she really was. 

Despite ending the relationship, she still attached herself to me to drain me of my energy. I wasn't even in her vicinity. When I went in intuitively to undo it all I saw the evil that she was and as I tried to get my energy back she yelled at me, "It's mine." She was unwilling to give me my energy back. 

It was the worst spiritual attack I have ever experienced, but it also taught me a lot. I don't associate myself with people like that anymore. 

It taught me to take what I see at the spiritual level as the only truth I need to know. I didn't used to do that because I was raised Christian and because I have a degree in psychology so I was really good at seeing why people are the way they are and making allowances for them. I don't do that anymore. I believe what I see. I don't need to understand why they are how they are and allow that to be a reason I let them be in my life. 

I don't want that in my life. They don't have good intentions toward me at all and there is no reason for me to put myself in harm's way for the better of their emotional and mental health despite what it does to me. 

I know while reading this you have recognized patterns in your own life. You see how you've allowed people into your life that you never should have and how they have spiritually attacked you this whole time. 

I want you to know that the ramifications of energy stealing are big. It's not just that you feel tired. They block you from living your full potential. You need all of your energy to live the best quality of life. They take that away from you. It's not worth it. 

​There is no good reason to allow people that do this in your life. No matter how loving and accepting you are there is nothing you can do to change this outcome. This is what they are. 

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9/15/2024

Getting Out of Tribulation

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There is so much suffering in this world and a false narrative has been made that makes people think they are supposed to suffer. 

One common lie I see told over and over again to help people through their suffering is to stay strong because out of their darkness will be light. That is a lie. You can't create light from darkness. Darkness is darkness. 

If a child is sexually molested, no light can come from that. That child if he/she does not get the right support right away will lead a tumultuous, challenging, and a very sad life. The pain of what happened will always live with them and unbeknownst to them their struggles in life will come from that trauma. They will be surrounded by unhelpful people and often marry the completely wrong person all due to the challenges that were created the moment the sexual molestation began. 

You are told this lie to feel defeated and to not look for solutions. When trials and challenges come you will fall back on the trope, "This is supposed to happen and out of this darkness light will come." 

This will continue to happen in your life and you will be met with challenge after challenge. You're not supposed to continuously go through them. There are forces that are creating those challenges. They happen when primarily negative forces are governing your life. 

There is a way out of this. I have been through it. Once you start to create a new path for yourself you will at first still encounter challenges. In fact, it will feel like they are coming at you from all directions and it's meant to make you feel imprisoned and like there is no escape. They want you to give up. 

They will throw every single thing at you that they usually do to keep you down. It all revolves around fear. Their method of control is fear. As long as you're afraid, they can control you. 

I was in the midst of all of this. I recalled biblical scriptures. I remembered Job and Jesus in the desert and what I found is that there is truth in that we all will face a tribulation period where we are continuously tested. I am not religious and I have found that a lot of lies are hidden in biblical scriptures, but yet there are truths in there too. That's how this world is. It's meant to be confusing. The confusion keeps you down and controlled. 

The period of tribulation isn't there because we are supposed to suffer. It's there because that's what negative forces do. 

If you stay afraid while they are throwing everything at you, you will stay stuck in that and stay in suffering. The way out is to be able to observe what they are doing and to not let it take your peace. 

So I watched as they created challenge after challenge to drain my bank account. I wasn't afraid. I knew my money always comes from God and God will continue to give me the money to pay for whatever I need. What's the worse that can happen? I am homeless? I am dead? Neither of them bother me. Death is not something to be afraid of and homelessness won't take away from the fact that God will continue to support me and put helpers on my path. Honestly, in a lot of ways homes are a cage. You have rent/mortgage and bills to pay. This life is structured in a way that keeps people in a tunnel vision through constant worry about paying bills. It doesn't allow people the time to breathe and contemplate more important things in life. It's created that way on purpose. 

You will hear stories of people who have been homeless and they weren't afraid and it was part of their spiritual journey. It brought them to freedom. So there's nothing to be afraid of in regards to that.

I watched as I continued to be spiritually attacked. All of this continued until I had arrived at new spiritual places where they couldn't touch me anymore. I was gardening and I felt a spiritual attack except this time I was just observing it. It didn't harm me and I knew that I had arrived at a place where I will see these things, but they cannot touch me anymore. 

I wasn't angry that that person had spiritually attacked me. I wasn't afraid. And after that incident I saw a new future for me. I could see all of this goodness come my way. As an intuitive, I had often had anxiety because I could see calamity in my life. There was no escape. Evil was lurking everywhere creating challenges for me all of the time. 

And then all of that changed. I couldn't see that anymore. I saw good things and I knew that while the world will go on, people won't change, and they will try to spiritually attack you and do what they will, it could no longer affect me and because of that I was going to see good things in my life. 

I am about to be 38 years old. The majority of those 38 years has been suffering. I have been seeing this new path for a while and so far it's been true. I will hear all sorts of positive things coming my way and they are too good to be true given the amount that I have suffered since childhood due to being sexually molested starting at the age of 3 that I can't believe it. 

In fact, I have often wondered if I was delusional or fantasizing. But so far, everything I have seen has come to pass. 

So as far as I can tell, this place can be hell and it can be good. I won't call it heaven. I don't think it's heaven. From what I can see it's primarily filled with negative forces and they are the ones governing this earth, but there are also good forces that help us and keep us out of harms way. 

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9/8/2024

How Christianity is Hurting You

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I am going to write about something that is controversial, but it needs to be said. 

I also want to state that my role in all of this isn't as a researcher. I do do research all of the time, but I do not feel called to write research. My role in all of this is to document what I see energetically happening within me and my clients to provide new data and information that isn't already out there. 

This has to do with Christianity and more importantly the deception within it that creates disease within our bodies.

My job here isn't to provide the evidence of the falsehoods within Christianity. There are already plenty of authors doing this and they do a far better job in putting all of the information together than I ever could. 

Intuitively, I have always known that the story of Jesus wasn't real. My whole life, I have always spoken only to the one true God and I have not prayed to Jesus. There was an anger that developed within me knowing that this was all a falsehood. 

If you go back and look at the research, the story of Jesus has been told for thousands of years via many different names and the same goes for the story of Mary. And there is plenty of evidence showing the falsification of the stories to create the narrative they were pushing. 

But why would so much energy be placed in this? This is where the understanding of what is happening energetically is important. 

When you are made to believe that you are a sinner that places a lot of shame within you and your energetic system. It creates blocks in your energy and makes your energy run in reverse creating disease and unwellness. 

But it goes deeper than this as I have seen that energetically speaking all deception creates illness within the body. Deception in particular makes it run in reverse which creates all sorts of illnesses. 

All of this needs to be processed. And you can't only look at the research and have the energy correct itself. I know this because I had read the research when I was 18 years old and knew the falsehoods, but it didn't correct my energy. I am currently 37.

If you are dead set on keeping this faith and belief despite the evidence, energetically your energy will be frazzled and pulled in different ways. It looks like two forces meeting each other. The falsehoods and the truth and they are meeting against each other creating discomfort within your mind and body. 

Ultimately, deception creates a frazzled nervous system. There is deception all throughout our society and for those of us that are children of God and have an innate knowing of God, we also on some level know we are being lied to. Having these constant deceptions thrown at you without ever getting to a state of clarity creates a frazzled nervous system. Your nervous system is not created to be able to contain this. 

As you release all of these blocks and get back to a state of clarity, your nervous system calms down. You can see the chaos and the destruction, but you won't feel frazzled anymore because you understand the truth of the reality we live in. 

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